Hello Blake

So here we are my lovely one;
My suffering has just begun.
Where do you live? I want to know;
I do not know yet where to go.

I follow close behind your car;
You do not even go too far.
You stop off quick to get some gas;
I watch you every time you pass.

You do not even notice me.
How lucky could I ever be?
But maybe you just didn't care
To try to see me sitting there.

And now the pain; you love me not.
My face is red; my head is hot.
Just go home now and you will see
The punishment for shunning me.

So now you're home; and I am too.
I park my car away from you.
I sneak up as you go inside;
You do not know how hard I cried.

The sky is dark; it's getting late.
It's hurting worse the more I wait.
But nonetheless, this much I knew;
I had to get in there with you.

I quietly unlock the door;
I tiptoe softly on the floor.
I hide, completely from your sight.
I wait till you turn out the light.

You're all undressed and fast asleep.
Your snoring shows your slumber's deep.
And all my patience now is lost;
I must have you at any cost.

And here we are my lovely one;
My suffering will soon be done.
In just a moment, you'll be mine,
And everything will turn out fine.

I kiss you once to show my love,
Once more to thank the stars above,
And last to give you all my best,
Before I send your soul to rest.

I grab a pillow from the bed.
I press it down over your head.
You wake up, flailing in distress;
I hold your arms down on your chest.

You cannot swing; you cannot scream.
I tell you that it's just a dream.
Go back to sleep; don't try to fight.
You will not get away tonight.

And so it's done; my task is through.
I lie down in the bed with you.
I hold you in my arms gently;
I only want you next to me.

I run my hands across your face.
Your hair I stroke; your lips I taste.
You're still so warm; you smell so sweet.
I brush my toes across your feet.

On top of you I feel delight.
But something just does not seem right.
You can't even return a kiss;
Will I not know what pleasure is?

But so is fate; I will not cry.
Yet still I question myself why.
I leave you there upon your bed;
The only love I had is dead.

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